Friday, October 28, 2005
I want to thank you for all the love, happiness, the pain and the tears you have brought into my life. I always told you that you came for a reason into my life.
And yes, it is true, you have taught me to love unconditionally no matter how painful it was.
The love we shared will always be remembered, will always bring that smile in my heart with no regrets.
Times spent with you will always be remembered with tears and joy as it was the joyous and tearful part of my life.
You have strengthened my faith, brought me closer to the Lord as I was always afraid to lose you and I hold on to him closely.
I never really lost you, did I? I have more than sweet memories because I had you once. I know you loved me well not enough to keep me but enough for the moment.
I guess I will always love you. I will always love that simple man within you, the sweet you, the sensitive you, the affectionate you. And I will always miss the sweet words, your text messages, your admiring glances, the tight hugs, the sweet kisses, your touch, your strong arms, your comfort, the feeling of being safe, your sweet smile, your cute ears, our long telephone conversation, our dinners, the holding hands, the late night in the friendly parking lot and YOU.
I thank God you came into my life, eventhu in the end...i have to let you go..
Go...Go..my sunshine...Fly to the perfect world u already have..
I will survive ...like when i said "kamu ga usah kawatir..aku kan wanita penuh perjuangan.."
hell, yeah...i will survive dear...
Go Home Now...... dont ever turn back on me...
And I'm still here...watching u walk away from me...catch ur world...
And I'm still here...with tears and pain..
And I'm still here...pray for ur happiness...
Duh...Gusti...abot tenan rasane ning ati.....Gusti..Gusti...
