Wednesday, August 31, 2005
I ain't no queen of hearts,
I go through stages..
I fall in love
then complicate it
you know the feeling
without much hope
just blind ambition
pretending that there's nothing missing
i always kept believing
that more..
i thought if i had more
i wouldnt get so bored
but everything just left me empty
love walking in and out of my door
wasn't good enough no more
when i don't trust myself, life really sucks
im just trying to be creative
but everyone's so opinionated
they wanna tell me what i'm feeling
cuz one man's junk's another's treasure
when it's done it's hard to measure
i'll keep from believing
that more .....
if only i had more
i wouldnt get so bored
but i know it's gonna leave me empty
life walking in and out of my door
wasnt good enough anymore
well i don't trust myself, i'm gonna get stuck
cuz i don't want to
live my life wonderin'
if only
i woulda
i shoulda
i coulda
but i didn't
cuz i only blame myself.....again...
and the first time i thought it but i didn't do it
last time that's when i really blew it
so this time im gonna do it different
cuz i know
if i put everything i have into it
eventually, i'm gonna get what's good for me
